Today was my and Richard's 16th wedding anniversary. I had pulled up a picture of him from our anniversay last year. I could not believe how sick and weak he looked. I just didn't see him like that. I guess being with him every day I didn't notice the changes. I wrote him a letter in my morning pages today and remembered out anniversay trips that we took. We had such special times. After the experience I've had with death these past weeks, I cannot be sad about him not being here. It was his... Sign in to see full entry.