Although I fall into a catagory that could be helped if funds were available, the funds are not available so no help from them in getting my license back and finding a job. I hate it when I'm out and the panic attacks start. didn't think I would make it home. Of course I had to blow the job thing out of proportion and the tape starts rolling in my head. "No one is going to hire you because of the Fibro." "You are absolutely useless and a total failure" "Why does nothing ever work out even when... Sign in to see full entry.