Today was finally a good day. I had a great massage and meditation session and almost no pain today and the fog has lifted. As I am trying to let go and not hold onto Mom and Richard, it has been an internal conflict at times. However, God sends messages in the most intriguing ways. While reading my horoscope, I clicked on a random page and it was an advice page. The question was: "My husband died last June will I be able to still feel his love and protection". The answer was: "You need to let... Sign in to see full entry.