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Mysteria,
You put it so well. I remember reading about the hug machine. I think it was developed by an autistic woman, who also invented more humane ways to kill cows. She couldn't relate to people but felt immense compassion for animals. I have those days, but it's getting better. Music helps so much, walking, poetry. Whatever it takes.
posted by
Blanche.
on June 12, 2005 at 6:00 PM
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MYSTERIA
I am so sorry to read all this luv, but I do feel for you. I am older man, and you've been reading my getting off Wellbutrin. Actually I hope you don't do that. See, I think the Wellbutrin has made me better but in a short time frame, like a year.
If you e-mail me and need somebody to talk with I would give you my telephone number.
Just understand I am older man, 69, probably have daughters your age, but if I could just help as a listener, I would do that.
Understand I have been sober in AA for over thirty seven years so perhaps I could be useful to you. Smoke if you must luv, there are far worse things than that my friend.
I quit two years ago and still want one and may have one if life gets overpowering. We are not saints here luv.
posted by
WileyJohn
on June 11, 2005 at 4:50 PM
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Take care mysterious one, go meet Temple for coffee...
even if it seems hopeless, hope it gets better soon...
posted by
jimmy68
on June 11, 2005 at 9:47 AM
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I am here for you...too talk to anytime.....
you never bore me...I relate to you...I can help you.....please email me....dont suffer in silence I am here as a friend to help you through the shit that taunts you....I know how you are feeling those word strung a cord with me.....you are great not worthless ...depression is the thing causes all this...you can beat it....I will help you...
posted by
_Symphony_
on June 11, 2005 at 7:10 AM
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Hope you'll feel better real soon after this.
Ben.
posted by
A-and-B
on June 11, 2005 at 2:32 AM
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myst,
And now there was Temple. She put her message wile I was doing your last one from me. She has a good idea.
JJ
posted by
Jack_Flash
on June 11, 2005 at 2:12 AM
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mysteria,
See? Lensman, Kingmi, and I all want to help you. There are people who care about you. Don't forget us. We all want to see you happy.
JJ
posted by
Jack_Flash
on June 11, 2005 at 2:08 AM
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Mysteria
I know how you feel. Very much. How about tomorrow afternoon, me, you, some coffee, the ocean breeze, and a hug? I have just the spot to meet. Just for a little while if you want. I'll email you with my main email address and you let me know, okay? It will get better, and the medicine is like this: If you had to use a prosthetic leg, would you think it bad? You are just using what you need to make yourself whole.
posted by
Temple
on June 11, 2005 at 2:07 AM
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Mysteria...
I hope I'm wrong, but whether you know it or not, there are some red flags waving in your post and you really should see someone tomorrow (or today, if it's day where you are) to talk to about how you're feeling. You're probably thinking, "I've already done all the talking I can do and nobody's helped and that's why I'm talking on Blogit now." But I would say keep trying. You never know what's around the next corner. Very good things, most likely. But to find out, you need to go around the corner. Hang in there.
posted by
Lensman
on June 11, 2005 at 1:52 AM
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mysteria,
I would like to talk to you, but I'm too far away. It's night, right now, but in the daytime try taking a walk. Put on some big shades and clothes that no one will recognize. Talk to some strangers that seem nice. Look at birds, or anything that interests you. Talk to your reflection in a big store window (don't let anyone see you.) If you have a friend who wants to go, that's OK, but I usually like to go by myself. It might not be perfect, but it always makes me feel better. Try it to see if it helps you.
JJ
posted by
Jack_Flash
on June 11, 2005 at 1:43 AM
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mysteria, e-mail me.
posted by
kingmi
on June 11, 2005 at 1:21 AM
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