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I feel your pain. Are you losing your Love? I may be losing mine. Dreadful pain. Things will get better & we do become stronger, I'm learning that now. I finally found my backbone. Your words touch deeply where I'm cut. You will become stronger.
posted by
elysiam
on June 27, 2008 at 4:23 PM
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Re: Lustorlove my dear....no it is not.....
I wish she tok it here really, instead of the other way, i would have understood. But no dear, yesterday, as i was not really feeling myself, I chose not to go around commenting and reading coz i may not have the energy for it. But after hours or killing myself with grief and tears, i thought of helping myself out. So late afternoon I went around blogit reading, I mean really reading, to divert my attention somewhere else before i loose my head. I had a bit of escape there, reading, thinking about the works and laughing at some jokes while my tears won't just cease ( i pretended it wasnt there). But, with that I couldnt afford to comment anymore, I may not have a valuable input at my state of mind anyway. So I left nothing but emoticons, faces depending on what was written to show at least I did read. That's when early last night I got her first mail..
."You are spamming for clicks and it's wrong!" and so goes the next and the next.....I'll explain later at my blog clearly dear.....
posted by
__Purple_Mermaid11__
on June 21, 2008 at 6:02 PM
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I am afraid you ask for it with this poem, is this the one that stirred the remarks you got?
posted by
Lanetay
on June 21, 2008 at 4:58 PM
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We have earned the right to wear purple;
awarded to surviving heroes, robes inherent of royalty, the right of passage, symbolic of wearing our inner bruises outwardly.
Many of us are taught to be silent, to hide the forbidden. We learn to scream silently, voiceless as if mute. We learn to cry beneath our covers to strangle out our offences from the ears of those forbidding us to cry.
Bereavement justifies my days of mourning and my cries of grief! I’m screaming joyously, being set free from a life imprisoned in fear and pain and hurt and mourning the dying of a former self and the dying loss of hope as well. Roaring with laughter and drowning in tears, up and down. I can suck it up just enough to function in the face of responsibilities, but leave me be or bear the burden of my slobbering with me because I’m wearing black, a dark cloud may be threatening, but I’ll scream and I’ll greave and I’ll cry and drown if need be until all the tears and hurt have come out of me, and then I’ll walk gracefully and revel in my destiny.
Christ hailed me to lift the white flag and wear the black, wrapped in a robe of royalty.
And yes my beautiful, swimming purple co
, we love because we do. That’s always good enough!
posted by
_CherylAnn
on June 21, 2008 at 1:57 AM
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Yes, here ıs a spell for you. Get on the magıc carpet and come here, Prince Charming is waiting.
posted by
vogue
on June 21, 2008 at 12:20 AM
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I cannot say anything upsetting to you..You are a friend..Since being a friend I would hear your woes..as you seem depressed and upset..My inbox is always available to you as well as my heart to hear your thoughts..Take care and smile..You are loved even though you are wishing for something harsh..I am truly sorry that I cannot help you in this..I will care for you even during this dark time..Much love to you and your wonderful little angels..
posted by
Wigopa_
on June 20, 2008 at 10:49 PM
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You are always welcome to share your pain with me for I am too fond of
Pain .
posted by
afzal50
on June 20, 2008 at 8:59 PM
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"when I keep hoping, does that mean I'm hopeless?" - Mermaid, not at all
We all live on hope, and in hope...and don't feel bad if the tears still are coming...there is nothing wrong with crying (took me a long time as a man to realize this)...there is a cleansing in it.
..
.you have nothing to be ashamed of.....
posted by
Rumor
on June 20, 2008 at 8:29 PM
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I am sorry you are feeling so down, all I can say to you is that nothing is forever and everything in life passes, sooner or later, good things end, but thankfully so do bad things, so what is bothering you today, there will come a time when it will not be there anymore. Something to think about I guess. You have a lot to offer to others to be mistreating yourself. Read your own poems. Look at the beauty, the hope the love in them. Someone very special wrote them, and that someone is you. So cheer up !!! and I have a question for you...You had a haircut??? It looks great! See? that is something to cheer about. Try to smile Jen, and if you can't... get someone to help you, sometimes medicines depress us...maybe something you are taking for what ails you is having a side effect on you. In any case I am sorry and I will pray you feel better soon. xoxo
posted by
Sinome
on June 20, 2008 at 8:18 PM
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Everyone feels sad once in awhile. You definitely wrote a moving, and sad poem. Hope
everything is okay. 
posted by
yellowrose55
on June 20, 2008 at 6:49 PM
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posted by
magic_moon
on June 20, 2008 at 6:18 PM
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anyone interested to have a drink with me? Buzz me at purple_mermaid11@yahoo.com.au.......i am much fun when I drink! Doctors said I shouldnt drink, didnt say I can't....Hey, give me a break...
posted by
__Purple_Mermaid11__
on June 20, 2008 at 6:13 PM
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Aw, this poem is so heart-wrenching....is everything okay, love? I hope so!!
posted by
NiteTide
on June 20, 2008 at 6:12 PM
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