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Thank you all so much for ur comments;...
I wanna write to update etc - but can't seem to grab a moment to say anything - but I will do as soon as I can xxx

posted by _Symphony_ on November 20, 2009 at 4:21 PM | link to this | reply

thinking of you.

posted by Amanda__ on November 14, 2009 at 4:44 PM | link to this | reply

Symphony - that's the beauty of it - we don't have to keep doing it, if we need a break or can't manage to write,  we don't...  nice to see you when you do.

I woke up yesterday (in Oz, where I am, temporarily, again) - and thought, 'I don't want to live here any more.'  What I meant, more specifically, was that I don't want to be here any more and not have a stable place to base myself, now that I am offically divorced .. something I never wanted to be.  Nor do I, still, but it's the only way.  So I've been pretty quiet lately.  I will probably stay quiet for a while longer, while it all sinks in.  What's nice is there are so many good people here to notice when we do feel more like 'being here' and writing.  Chin up. 


posted by mneme on September 24, 2009 at 10:37 PM | link to this | reply

Symphony, I have not been on for a year...had to take a sabbatical...much ado --- and much to survive through even.  In reading back on some of your blogs here (as I have to catch up on many) I realize the trauma your life has just been dealt.  I understand.  I just went through cancer treatment with my mum-in-law and she died soon after the course of her treatment.  She was 89 and I have to reckon with, but, she lived a good, long life.  I send you my hopeful thoughts, that you will soon find Peace and once again put a pen to  your lovely thoughts.  Time is necessary and it's there for our taking.  all my best, ~Elyse

posted by elysianfields on September 22, 2009 at 8:07 AM | link to this | reply

Here's hoping
that the mood to write strikes us both more often in the future!

posted by Whacky on September 18, 2009 at 5:46 PM | link to this | reply

Recapture your essence and the words will flow! I have had a time of it myself lately with motivation and desire to write! Perhaps it's just a phase! sam

posted by sam444 on September 16, 2009 at 2:58 PM | link to this | reply

Symphony

When we get “busy” with our life ,which has been the case with you, sometimes we don’t even have the time to journal much less find the inspiration for creative writing.  Life goes in ebbs and flows – the need, desire, or inspiration to write will come back to one day (probably when you least expect it).  

posted by Troosha on September 16, 2009 at 11:38 AM | link to this | reply

I dont know what the time frame is but peoples likes and dislikes in a cycle of something like seven years you have hit that cycle now, maybe.  I notice that with me, I use to fall asleep with music every night but its been a long time since I did that.  You need to take time for yourself maybe

posted by Lanetay on September 16, 2009 at 8:21 AM | link to this | reply

I can sympathise my friend
if something is not enjoyable then I believe it is a sign to move on to something else; I hope this is not the case with you as writing is a temperamental thing - the will may come back to you; I find blogit is good for me because it is a reason to write every day wherever possible; many blessings and thanks and whichever way it goes best of luck

posted by mariaki on September 16, 2009 at 4:15 AM | link to this | reply

Whenever you write here I will read
I think writing is a gift you should allow yourself to have - use it to calm you, to fire up, for whatever it is that is on your mind, in your heart. You do that so well, and don't worry about us, just write, and if it's here we'll read it. I am doing a lot of writing now on my books and not here but I still drop in daily to look, and leave small flowers.

posted by Azur on September 16, 2009 at 12:53 AM | link to this | reply

Times change...people do too! I feel like you do!

posted by Soul_Builder101 on September 15, 2009 at 9:05 PM | link to this | reply

 We get the idea love. BC-A, Bill’s RJJst

posted by BC-A on September 15, 2009 at 2:12 PM | link to this | reply

I hope it comes back for you. Perhaps you just needed a break? Best wishes! Nice to read you again.

posted by elinjo on September 15, 2009 at 12:31 PM | link to this | reply

Hiya Symph,
Long time no see.  It's good to see you though.  I bet you do still love to write.  We get so caught up on "achieving" things that we forget what inspired us to achieve in the first place.  It's definitely a catch-22, but I bet you'll find your way through to the other side.

posted by myrrhage_ on September 15, 2009 at 12:30 PM | link to this | reply

Thanks for understanding Shell....I am gonna try harder...
even if I only read much more and comment to start with....thanks for sharing.

yes the kids are fine.....thanks for asking ...take care xxx


posted by _Symphony_ on September 15, 2009 at 11:56 AM | link to this | reply

Symphony, don't feel bad, I almost feel the same way...

I haven't been on blogit much either.  I just haven't been enjoying it, and writing seems more like a job than anything else these days.  I've been trying lately to be a better blogger but it's been hard.

Good to see you though!  How are the kids?  Take care, my friend

posted by shelly_b on September 15, 2009 at 11:48 AM | link to this | reply