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U depicted the transition well...cheer up!
posted by
Straightforward
on April 12, 2010 at 1:52 AM
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You are always so right grandma
the words your last wrote kept ringing in my head all along.
When i read i feel like protesting and explaining, but then i realise you are right.Yes, I feel sad too. But now I feel, with you around, I would also succeed in masking my feeling for ever and moving ahead. My heart sqeezes out when i say that. I will try my best.
Tight hug 
benzinha 
Love,
Amy
posted by
freeflyinbird
on April 12, 2010 at 12:47 AM
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Raw emotion and truth here. Sorrow fills me.
I don't think that his feelings are of hatred, just fear maybe,
that you might destroy his family with your love.
Or, a deep love that he must hide, never talk about nor show.
You are not destroyed, but invited to mature and move ahead.
Leaving young love behind and moving into a mature future
is painful, but has its own rewards. Like your children.
Mine are my joy, they make me laugh and keep me entertained
and their children are even more fun.
Is there only a dried up raisin inside your chest,
holding the place in your heart for your husband?
Can't you give it water with love and make it into a real
heart again? Is he so terrible that he does not
deserve a woman who loves him some?
NONE of this is my business, but I feel so sorry for your marriage
and your personal happiness, that I worry and Hope for Better.
I am hugging you with a grandmother's love, deep and wide and
accepting of who you really are. You are wonderful.
posted by
benzinha
on April 12, 2010 at 12:05 AM
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