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thank you, saorla

I think I just need a good dose of music!!

Singing usually helps... and I think after that long ride home with nothing but CRAP on the radio... I've decided all I need is some good old beatles or five iron frenzy...

*sigh

I plan to stay up all night blogging as well. That helps when I'm emotional. I just have to LET myself be depressed tonight because if I don't.. then I'll just get more depressed... but you are pagan so you should know the whole balance gig by now  LOL!!!   Hugs! email me whenever u want, too. It is nice to find something that ISN'T junk mail (or piss mail from Unicorn) in my mailbox once in a while...   lol

 

posted by JustJilly on December 24, 2003 at 10:52 PM | link to this | reply

I know how you feel...
Okay...I'll cry on your shoulder really quick and then I'll offer a cyber hug!!  Let's see...I don't put my X-mas tree up until late because my daughter's birthday is right before X-mas.  Well, this year it got delayed until tonight because we're all sick.  So, I get the tree out...and no tree stand!  Well, I'm creative so I stuffed towels and sheets around the base in a big old plant pot.  Get the tree decorated....COOL!!  And my daughter is coughing up a storm...total drag.  Tomorrow we're doing some pressies and chili....yes, that's right...chili.  On Jan. 5th we're doing more pressies and the traditional X-mas dinner due to...*gasp* no one having money!  But, I don't know if mom and dad (my parents in law) can come because they're health is iffy and my daughter and I are still sick!  Then...well...this is the second X-mas spent without my husband and the first without my oldest son...IT SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!  But...I shall persevere!!  This will be a great holiday for my kids!!  So help me...I will make it perfect for them!!!!!...but I'm still seriously depressed....so....to you I send a huge cyber hug.....*HUGGLES!!!!!*    

posted by SaorlaFey on December 24, 2003 at 10:47 PM | link to this | reply