Sunday, January 1, 2023
At The Funeral My youngest sister had been taking care of mom for the last year of her life. Dementia is not a fun disease and I can never thank her enough for the hard work and effort she put into that care. I’m supposing no one ever thought I would be interested in attending the service. Most... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, December 31, 2022
I Hate My Mother - October 19th, 2015
October 19th, 2015 That Monday morning, I was on my way to my cardiac doctor for another exam. The aortic valve problem I mention the doctor picked up while I was in the ER that night was going bad again. I had it replaced in May 2001, and was told it would last “a lifetime.” If a “lifetime” was... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, December 30, 2022
I Hate My Mother - Metamorphosis and Forgiveness
Metamorphosis and Forgiveness In the days and weeks that followed my breakthrough in May 1986, I learned a lot about myself. I was thirty-three and recovering from a traumatic brain injury. My rock-solid marriage was still intact, but not because of me. It survived only because my wife believed in... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, December 29, 2022
I Hate My Mother - Break Through
WARNING! This contains some extremely intense moments and some bad language... but it IS true. V Break Through These sessions went on two and sometimes three times a week for another three, almost four months. I never left Dr. Swan’s office without being frustrated and angry. Not once. I still have... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, December 28, 2022
I Hate My Mother - Finally, The Answer
Finally, The Answer The next year is one that I wish was one time I didn’t remember... but I do. Things were falling apart at every turn. When this ordeal was over, the only person who stayed with me was the one person who should have left me first - my wife. I vaguely remember some things I did to... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, December 27, 2022
I Hate My Mother - The Last Psychiatrist
The Last Psychiatrist When I got home from that appointment late in the afternoon, my wife told me “A new doctor called. Call him back tomorrow.” I knew that was going to happen, but I didn’t think it would be that fast. From the last time I had spoken with the state doctor, it was clear they wanted... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, December 26, 2022
I Hate My Mother - Days of Agony
Days of Agony Because I cover so much of this next section in my Audible book, “My Long Road Home,” I’m going to condense the next three years for this story to fit in this chapter. I will have to add one more to explain what happened next and how I finally found my answer. There were a lot of... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, December 25, 2022
I Hate My Mother - Faint Of Heart
Faint Of Heart Over the next week, all I could think about was my failure to protect myself. All I had to do was fall down, but I never moved. Why? My mind replayed the video of Ralph using me as a punching bag twenty times a day, and I couldn’t come up with a single reason I stood there. My wife... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, December 24, 2022
I Hate My Mother - Aftermath - Part B
The next time I woke up, I heard my wife calling my name. It took a few moments to open my eyes and realize she was talking to a doctor standing next to me. He was explaining my injuries to her. The phrase that caught my attention was when he told her, “We don’t think at this point we will need to... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, December 23, 2022
I Hate My Mother - Aftermath
Aftermath When everything was back under control, the doctor who had set the entire incident off finally found the courage to crawl out from under the desk. He was still shaking from the adrenaline rush of the attack when someone asked him to check me out. The spinal fluid was still actively... Sign in to see full entry.