Monday, April 17, 2006
What would you do for the man you loved? Having been married three times I have plenty of stories I could tell. I have lost and gained weight, took at least two jobs I have regretted, worn clothing I had no business wearing and even moved to Arizona just because I loved a man. And that's just the... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, April 14, 2006
Mothers and Daughters
My mother has always been a nosey know it all. Please don't get me wrong. I do love my mother. She's my mother after all. But if she were not my mom... well lets just say we would not be having tea together. When I was a teen she made sure that she inserted herself in every relationship I had...... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, April 13, 2006
Intimate Communication
Why is it that I can blog about sex, about intimacy, write erotic stories and talk openly about my life publically but when I get into my own bed I cannot express myself without turning bright red and coming unglued? I just don't get it. And this is not something new. I have always been like this. I... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
A Knight's Armor
I think that society does men a great disservice. From very early we teach men that they must protect the women in their lives. We teach them this in our fairy tales. We teach them this in the way we teach boys to interact with girls. They see it in the jobs men hold. We teach them that women are... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Finding Common Ground
One thing that helps keep couples together is common ground. Of course, I suppose this is true for any relationship. It just seems more important in committed emotional relationships. And common ground does not have to be complex. In fact, it is the tiny gestures and simple routines that feed a... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, April 10, 2006
The Way That Men and Women Communicate
You know I have been married three times. I am considering a fourth husband and in 41 years I have had numerous lovers and no matter what I am perpetually confused about the way that men and woman communicate with each other. When I was married the first time my husband and I literally left each... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, April 9, 2006
I think that I am engaged...
I think I am confused. Or maybe I am not. I can't seem to figure it out. I think I am engaged to be married. This is how it happened. The day before yesterday I was talking to my landlord and she said she did not mind my boyfriend spending the night but if I moved him in it would cost me another... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, April 8, 2006
Paying Attention
When you are first in a relationship you pay attention to everything. I can still remember every moment, or so it seems, of the first year Micheal and I were together... every meal, every sunset, every minute at the flea market and with my son... everything. It is that way with my first and second... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, April 6, 2006
Beacause you are mine...
Its funny. No matter how self assured and confident you are that confidence can be shaken and thet self assuredness can be questioned in an instant. Case in point... Tom and I were having dinner last night and he said that something odd happened at work. Of course, I asked what had happened. It... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, April 5, 2006
Unfrozen
~ For my husband, one month on... When will I be unfrozen? When will I be able to remember our life together without the tears? When will I be able to remember your touch without the ache in my soul? When will it feel like I have a moment when I do not hurt? When will I be unfrozen? When will it... Sign in to see full entry.