WISDOM FROM THE HEART

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A DISTANCE THAT SPANS AN ENDLESS CANYON.....A SILENCE AS DEEP AS THE SEA, THIS PART OF THE JOURNEY IS FRIGHTNING....I KNOW. SON, PLEASE LISTEN TO ME. A TIME WHEN UNCERTAINTY LOOMS AND YOUR SEARCHING...LEARNING....GROWING...WANTING TO BE YOUR OWN MAN, I PROMISE TO KEEP THE HOMEFIRES BURNING....I'M... Sign in to see full entry.

WILL THIS HEARTACHE ALWAYS BE APART OF WHO I AM? SOME DAYS I FEEL LIKE I CAN CONQUER THE WORLD AND OTHERS I FEEL I CAN BARELY CARRY THE WEIGHT OF MY DAY. TODAY I WAS QUIET. I LIKE BEING QUIET SOMETIMES AS IT GIVES ME THE FREEDOM TO BE OPEN TO MY HEART'S DEEPEST DESIRES. I AM NOW CUTTING BACK ON WORK... Sign in to see full entry.

IT IS MUCH EASIER TO CHANGE WHAT YOU ARE DOING THAN TO CHANGE WHAT ANOTHER IS DOING...... FOR SO MANY YEARS I TRIED TO CHANGE EVERYONE ELSE.....FEELING IF I HURT MY FATHER....MAYBE HE'D FINALLY RECOGNIZE ME. HE NEVER DID. THEN THERE WERE TIMES HE SAW ME....WHEN I WAS SICK HE TOOK ME TO THE... Sign in to see full entry.

I AM TRULY GRATEFUL FOR THE GIFT THAT AROSE FROM MY ABUSE.....MY FATHER'S LOVE WAS CONDITIONAL. SINCE I REFUSE TO LOVE THAT WAY.....I OFFER UNCONDITIONAL LOVE TO ALL. IN GIVING TO MYSELF I FOUND I WAS A PERSON OF TRUE COMPASSION. THE HEARTACHE I EXPERIENCED EACH AND EVERY TIME HE PUT HIS HANDS ON... Sign in to see full entry.

AS A LITTLE GIRL BEING ABUSED BY HER FATHER I PRAYED FOR HIM TO HAVE A HEART ATTACK...I FELT IF HE DIED A NATURAL DEATH. I WOULD FEEL NO REAL GUILT. AS AN ADULT IT WAS INDEED A HEART ATTACK THAT SEPERATED US. THE HEART ATTACK I NEVER KNEW MY MOTHER, SHE DIED AFTER I WAS BORN, I NEVER GOT TO KNOW... Sign in to see full entry.

HELLO ALL, AS WELL AS SHARING MY WRITINGS I AM EXCITED TO SHARE WITH YOU MY FAMILY. MY HUSBAND IS MICHAEL AND HE IS A STEP PARENT TO OUR TWO SONS DUANE AND DAN. DUANE OUR OLDEST HAS A SON ( KIERIAN AKA MO MO) SO WE HAVE A THREE YR. OLD GRANDSON. OUR SONS ARE IN BOISE IDAHO WHERE WE RESIDED FOR 7... Sign in to see full entry.

IT IS IMPORTANT TO UNDERSTAND THAT WE CREATED "OUR STORIES".-WITH ALL THEIR GREATNESS AND ALL THEIR DESPAIR. OUR LIFE STORIES HAVE EQUIPPED EACH OF US WITH A PARTICULAR SET OF SKILLS....A "UNIQUE " BLEND OF WISDOM THAT WE ARE MEANT TO DELIVER TO THE WORLD. WE MUST COMMIT TO LETTING GO OF OUR... Sign in to see full entry.

TODAY IS MY FIRST OFFICIAL WRITING DAY....I BEGAN LASTNIGHT GETTING MY INSPIRATION FROM FAMILY AND FRIENDS.....GOOD FOOD AND DRINKS!!! THE LOVE OF THOSE CLOSEST TO US CAN BE SUPPORTING AT TIMES. I HAVE TO BE HONEST....ALTHOUGH THERE ARE TIMES I LONG FOR THAT FATHER/DAUGHTER RELATIONSHIP AND ALL THAT... Sign in to see full entry.

MY HUSBAND MICHAEL IS AN ANGEL SENT FROM GOD....OFFERING ME LOVE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. WHEN YOU ARE ABUSED YOU FROGET WHAT THAT IS. DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN'T GET IT BACK. I CAN FINALLY FALL BACK INTO THE PROVERBIAL ARMS OF LOVE. I TRUST AGAIN. I WANT YOU TO TRUST TOO. I AM A LIVING EXAMPLE THAT YOU CAN... Sign in to see full entry.