Sunday, August 20, 2006
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What Am I Grieving For?
This was the first poem that I wrote during my therapy.It followed my 'father's death-in 1998.Bruce-my therapist asked-"what have you lost"? It seems you're fading fast. What am I losing? A 'father' from the past? A 'lover' - a provider of life. I was your 'daughter' - your 'mistress' and your... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
"Secret Baby" followed by "So Little Time"
I worked with this part of my past in 1998-in therapy of course and I am writing these two-together.My first and illegitimate Baby was born in 1959--I lived with my foster parents. Hidden! Secret! Cast out from the family. Strange wilderness---dark shadows---only I could see. Hide it! Disgrace!... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, August 18, 2006
"Remembering The Seasons"
With each leaf that wafted, lifted, drifted and fluttered to the ground-I let a teardrop fall. Winter breezes shedding, baring branches, stripping trees without a sound.A magpie's muffled call. Their camouflage is lying at my feet and all around-different shades of hew.And still another teardrop... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
Little Blue Baby.
During my therapy session in January 2000-I 'looked back at' a very poignant moment in my life-that being the baby I lost in 1974.At the time-I felt it was God's punishment upon me for all my wrong doings. Little Blue Baby-it's long overdue-my thoughts and my feelings so raw. I searched through my... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
" The Session"
One Thousand tiny feet and limbs-were racing for the door--- all tangled up inside the panic-not one pair could brace the floor! Tearing-scratching-prodding-thumping-lifeblood ceased to reach my brain. Tightness-airless-spaceless-prisoner---- trapped upon the seat in chains! RUN! I want to RUN!... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Visions
Hallo everyone-I'm back again. Vision-----(to my therapist) A shadow cast over your eyes and your face.I felt the pain in my heart you shared.From my eyes-one silent tear left it's place----yours reflected how deeply you cared. How long I have waited to share these word-'but it's just not... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, August 11, 2006
Sorry about that Passionflower-----
I am going away for a couple of days-but will be back-very soon.I'll leave you with this one if I may----- The Bullet.-(The Rape) October 30th. 1998. The Bullet-Wild-Pulsating-ripe with anger-blasted un-diverted-straight through to my soul! My torso arched and heaved against the thunder-my body... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
The Provider of Love
Tenderly we embrace-I excell in the warmth and comfort of your body, exquisitely close to mine-like being 'cushioned' in a favourite armchair when the body is at a point of utter exhaustion. Timidly I melt-I wonder in awe of the effect of your 'root'-so proud-so beautiful-so high charged as the... Sign in to see full entry.
waterdragon
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