Hope
Cry? Why? Stress, Life and a Christmas smile, happy moments, swirled, twirled, beautiful son and two baby girls, infinite sadness please don't haunt me, as prayers escape my tongue, I hope for a new day, yawning. Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
near the end (thoughts of madness)
when I die I'll probably go to hell, cause I'm not worthy, it's not hard to tell, not much sense going to heaven, with the goodie goodies, dressed in all white, cause, I wear black shoes and black hoodies, if I did go they'd probably have it real strict, no sleeping all day, no hanging on the... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, December 24, 2011
love you more
you still love me? the more you put me through, the more I want to come to you, give you flowers, this is sick, same ole' tricks, this is lame, and no more truth, give you flowers and you throw them back at me, gave 'em back to you, and it came back to you, all the nights you put me thru, cause you... Sign in to see full entry.
I got ice in my veins, blood in my eyes, hate in my heart, love in my mind, seen nights full of pain, days are the same, who kept the sunshine, saved me the rain, I've searched but never find, hurt but never cried, I've worked and forever tired, but I'm cursed so nevermind, and it's worse cause... Sign in to see full entry.
Chazzy Christmas 2011
Chazzy Christmas wrapped under our tree, thankful and humbled, by his company, the eleventh Christmas, a family tradition, with glee, so, when he is grown, I hope I will see, when he gives his boy his, I'll know it will be, growing the roots, of our family tree. Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, December 22, 2011
heartless swine, pathetic wretch, administers her pain, heartless punishment, soul-less coward filled with hate, will someday pay for the decisions she makes. Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Princess Ali
nestled in her mother's womb, a quiet place to be, no worries, but how to stretch, her little, soft and precious feet, not much longer till she meets, her mommy and her dad, not forgetting about her big sis Lil', and her big ole' brother Chaz. Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Obstructed
obsessive, compulsive, to some, not to me, just a small, destructive secret, that I've kept, since.....'round '83, one to the right and two to the left, just an example of who I am, no thought is to small, no action to much, continuosly blinking, and counting to three. Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Lord God why have I astrayed? as a child I was in your flock, summer days, pain was not, conscience of how I felt each morning, regardless what mom was cooking, the total rush of adrenaline, as I first left the bath in my robe, how I felt on the first crisp, cool autumn fall, each year, the innocent... Sign in to see full entry.
Reason and Cause
is it without reason there is no cause, or without cause there is no reason? I believe they both have their place, depending on the matter of one's case because this world is just a place for our soul's to show their face, sad though, that some forget, that way high up in the sky, the ONE who... Sign in to see full entry.