Monday, December 6, 2010
then I worried about tomorrow always fumbling my sorrow onto those who's sympathy I could not borrow.. I'd found myself much different than before, once I stood straight, head up feet planted firmly on the floor, but then, confused didn't know where I even stood, head hung down in shame doing things... Sign in to see full entry.
being kind is not being weak i've been told, though I agree, sometimes to be kind you must not go ignored, some take kindness and file it with weakness so I guess its up to me to re-educate those who mis-treat this Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, December 2, 2010
For Jason: Dialogue of a DREAM!
Last night as I shut my eyes, a familiar voice shouted, "Hey B, it's me J, bout time you let me holla!" "what's poppin son", "nothin' kid", "it's been a while son, but it's like we ain't missed a minute." "how's it up there son?" "Son, this place is sweet!" "By the way dog, I want to tell you son,... Sign in to see full entry.
Better Days
as my eyes opened slightly this morning a clear and present view I spied looking a little fridgid, no sun did I see thru my window to the outside, but, as my wits gathered about me I found I was blessed yet again that my feet touched the ground and I had remembered where I had been! Delivered into... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, November 29, 2010
My Wife
my love, I love you, you sacrifice so freely as if you were supposed to, a fairy princess who chooses to live in chaos, magically you could fly away yet...I know you will not. So baffled am I whose world you bless each and every day, what a wonderful person not to mention the greatest mother I adore... Sign in to see full entry.
shamed tears roll down my face feeling of frustration when I open up to free the bottled up anxiety never wanting to be seen angered when given sympathy knowing it's not right for me to feel these things... no matter, I remain the same hoping to change my immature ways... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
mom
To my Mom! The best Mom and my biggest fan that I love so much, but, like usual, do not show it as much as I truely should. An ANGEL, hero, even a warrior of sorts, always on my side, knowing she LOVEs me the most! if anyone else says it, Mom, I know they're lying, There are times, I know, that I... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, November 22, 2010
Proud eyed crazy
she lived on the edge of the road, old tar paper shack on the south side of the town on the wrong side of the tracks sometimes on the way into town we'd say "mom can we stop and give her a ride" sometimes we did but her hands flew from her side.... proud eyed, crazy Mary... not what you feel the... Sign in to see full entry.
SON
my man, my bro my son, my biggest hero ten years tenored an old soul I learn, I laugh from the lessons he has taught and continues to teach my blessing, GOD's gift one day his level I long to reach my SON my hero... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, November 21, 2010
she
she moves me in a direction that doesn't exist neither north nor south rather towards where I need to be she moves me Sign in to see full entry.