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Its date night. My boyfriend and I are kid free one night every other week and tonight is our night. It has been an emotionally draining week for me. From an encounter with the ex, that left me reeling. To unsettling words for the legal system. Gathering our daughters clothing last night bought by... Sign in to see full entry.

My ribs hurt. They feel sucked in. Every time i get a message from you, my insides seize up. I feel like i'm holding my breathe, i immediately start shaking, and feel cold. Every inch of my being is tired. I'm shaking from head to toe. I want to go home, climb under my covers and hide from the... Sign in to see full entry.

He said she wasnt scared. If he was so awful why hadnt she called the cops sooner. He said she told him, it wasnt so bad. She had a secret She lied She told on herself He yelled He hit me He said words He stalked me He installed cameras He put in a tracker He called over and over again He showed up... Sign in to see full entry.

You are in the room, he is asking questions, you are answering. Your worst nightmare has become a reality. Your secret has been exposed. He is mad, he throws you on the bed, he throws your phone against the wall. He takes your phone and leaves... an hour passes. He comes back, you are in the room,... Sign in to see full entry.

You are quietly frying chicken, the grease pops and you jump back. The gallon of milk on the counter next to the breading. The girls are playing the living room. Cartoons blasting away, octonuts. Your son is out the door, heading to a friends to play basketball. Its calm. He arrives, the chicken is... Sign in to see full entry.

You drive by, look a few times and enjoy the landscaping ponder seeing if its available One day you see the giant available sign you take your shot, put in your offer, will they except? Do they like your landscaping do they think you are worth a walk through? Offer excepted, walk through time the... Sign in to see full entry.

She looks in the mirror, she is tired, circles under her eyes daily, the wrinkles have been creeping in. The Grey popping up in groups rather then strands. She is happy, she smiles daily and they are genuine but then the sad creeps in, the insecurities, then words start playing like a broken record,... Sign in to see full entry.

The next morning, blurry eyed, extremely tired she got up and went to work. She didn't expect to hear from him. She was pretty convince she wouldn't, so when he text and asked how she was doing, calling her beautiful it was all she could do not to cry. She asked how he was and if his feelings had... Sign in to see full entry.

The relationship was moving along smoothly so far. They started dating end of Aug and by Oct things were moving along great. However where there is good, there is sometimes bad. Her bad was a crazy ex-husband who loved calling her names. Blowing her phone up and making life as impossible as he... Sign in to see full entry.

She shared with him some of her words...Not something she did often but she enjoyed letting him into her brain. He picked at one liners but she knew she had a way of making him blush ever so slightly. He thought about her words for a bit then shared his own. Wishing Well I wished upon a wishing... Sign in to see full entry.