Awareness is Not a Natural State
I remember it like it was yesterday. When a friend asked me why lately I seemed to always be mad, it was like a slap in the face. I’m not a “mad” kind of person. I’m usually pretty mellow and laid back. So to have a friend ask me about my “madness” was quite a shock. She was right however. I was mad. As I became aware of the feelings that were making me mad, I was dumbfounded to realize that my mad feelings came from a feeling of a lack of control in my life. I was dumbfounded because I am very... Sign in to see full entry.