I read my horoscope and it was depressing and sent me into a spiral of how I coulda, shoulda, woulda. I know better but somedays it is hard to overcome. I'm so tired of the snooooooooooooooooooooooow and even with the nice days we've had, I've had a virus that put me under for most of it. I don't do nausea and vomiting without panic attacks and even if I get through it, the residual anxiety causes depression. The 2 days of walking with Rosie was a shock to my physical system and increased the... Sign in to see full entry.