I have searched every nursing job site on the internet and have placed my resume on several employment sites. I finally reached the enlighenment of the panic attacks and going to work. It has to do with applying for a position at my past employer which is a conglomerate that owns every hospital and outpatient facilities in this entire region. Although I left because of my Fibro, the treatment I received before I left was stressful to say the least along with the way I was treated after I retired... Sign in to see full entry.