Tuesday, April 1, 2008
i reached into my pocket and withdrew a smile placing it on my face to see if it would fit looking into the mirror to see how i looked liking what i see i decide to keep my smile as i looked in the mirror i see sparkles in my eyes looking closely to see how good they look i notice they seem to blend... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Only Around The Corner
she stands at the door gazing out at nothing her mind focuses on this that and nothing how could she not have seen it coming why was she so blind the pain of rejection hurts living in a dream world pain is only around the corner wondering what she did wrong she looks upon the stars did i love him... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Realm of Trust
how many tortured minds share our world with us how many hearts will be broken trusts shattered will betrayal be the only memories we hold forever will there ever be a time of forgiving trusting again being outside our realm of trust boggles the mind we try for a perfect world free of unhappiness... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, March 14, 2008
Let My Mind Wander
words traveling through my mind at the speed of light ideas seizing them as fast as they can be born the birth of a poem is slowly taking shape within all i have to do is sit here and let my mind wander yet there are times when ideas fail to capture these moments can cause a poet much anguish for... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, March 10, 2008
What We Were
do i know you from somewhere in my past long long ago or is that my memory which begins to fade some somewhere surely if i knew you id remember you would i not maybe not memory leaves us wondering who or what we were in the past as i get older i find things a bit hazy in my mind at least it seems... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Keep Going
could you walk a mile in my shoes feel the pinching of the toes the anguish of my step at a time knowing you have to keep going on would you spend a day in my world no one to talk to share dreams or fears expound upon desires or hopes knowing you have to keep going on are you willing to give up... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Breaks In Little Pieces
oh the proverbial bad boy the charm he does possess he says what you want to hear the pleasures he gives his promises you believe a con man he is to the end he will sweet talk you all the time to get what he wants we fall every time till our heart breaks in little pieces we fall for their charm they... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, March 3, 2008
A Basket Called Love
a mothers love is many things wrapped in one its the lessons she shows you as you grow the sacrifices that expands from her heart tied in a ribbon is a basket called love she doesnt always say i love you not all the time but the little things she does tells you it is so she will spend her last dime... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, March 1, 2008
A Destroyer Of Lives
reaching out wanting to explain things happen beyond control knowing you dont want to know nor do you want to forgive living in my mind what can never be undone wishing it could living with an illness i can never live without till the day i die a curse i was born with a destroyer of lives the... Sign in to see full entry.
finally a date to sign the final papers
i finally got word from the attorney to come in next tue to sign the final papers. the divorce is finally finished now i can go on with my life, that is as soon as the panic attacks and nightmares completely stop. i dont have them as much, but they are still lingering there in the background,... Sign in to see full entry.