Friday, November 16, 2007
"> with this illness a lot of tough decisions are made there is no choice it has to be done they cant they can no longer make their own decisions we as the caregiver also become their voices can we co-exist with them and us none of us elected to do this job it happened we couldnt decline either it... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
In Fates Hands
"> we travel this road called life never knowing where we go hoping for fair weather and easy sailing to our destination then somehow it happens a new twist added our lives altered somehow we are now on a different fork of the road all twisted how this journey ends is in fates hands this journey is... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, November 1, 2007
A Lady Is Always A Lady
"> quiet as a mouse quick as a cheetah is this sleek tawny colored grayhound with moist expressive doe like eyes she wins your heart with a wag of the tail a lady is always a lady loyal and loving to the very end of time her legacy to us all will always be to us the loving and gentle heart that she... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
It Was Only A Dream
"> if only i could be sure i was asleep not awake but i cant be sure it seems so real i can feel it swirling inside my blood are the remnants of terror to feel his fangs deep within my veins my submission i feel a joining between us that i cannot explain my blood suddenly runs hot with such desires... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
A Conversation with me
"> i know it is hard for some of you to read my words...to be pulled into my world...i have lived with this world for 61 years, and it has only been the last 15 years i knew what i was dealing with... i dont ask for pity i dont want anyone to feel sorry for me, i only want to be understood and... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, October 29, 2007
Alone Anymore
"> come talk to me do not be afraid of me i seek a friend someone to share ideas with to laugh with or maybe cry who is not afraid of my changing moods one who accepts i cant do this alone anymore let me see what a normal world is like what happiness is pretend i am normal like you look the other... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
In Memory
"> bear with me as i cry the tears for the victims the people with cancer and alzheimers who lost the bravery they showed when the chips were down in memory for those loved by many who lost i try to put my memories in the past but it is not to be we must live with the knowledge on a daily basis the... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Blank Pages Do Not
"> i stare at a blank sheet of paper wondering if the words will appear what if they dont show up again will i have to wait another day words make me a poet blank pages do not you rely on the words to express what you see so when they dont show up what then do you wait on their appearance or do you... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, October 15, 2007
Within My Veins
"> i toss i turn but sleep evades me i keep hearing your voice calling me from the grave inviting me to join you there but i cant leave my room the crosses and garlic hold me tight i feel your teeth sink deep within my veins the night you came to me tried to take me into your nether land poppa and... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Values From Growing
"> wealth doesnt come from monetary values or possessions it comes from the love and trust one gets from families the nurturing and well being received from balanced homes we learn values from growing love from acceptance we seldom perceive life as the lesson it is meant to be going from day to day... Sign in to see full entry.