The Words Of Pegesus

where do i go from here will i lose my identity or will i stay true to myself being part of a family i do need this being part of a family been alone too long sometimes being alone is not really the answer i have always been a loner not needing anyone till now as i get older i find being alone... Sign in to see full entry.

still no word, my attorney feels the judge may be backlogged and she will call me to make an appt when the papers are signed. my life is on hold till those papers are signed, being in limbo is definately not fun. yet here i sit waiting my life away, all for a signature. but im still hanging in here... Sign in to see full entry.

well my dear time is closing fast soon it will be all over a marriage of convenience for you will no longer be available i will be free of your lies of your using me i will be free this an open letter to you frees me once and for all i supported you long enough i believed your every lie time is now... Sign in to see full entry.

well, aside from an anxiety attack the other night im doing pretty good, slept pretty good last night, hope tonight is just as good. i just cant beleive someone could be that cruel, well, maybe i just didnt want to admit to it. i think i knew, just didnt want to believe. you think you know someone,... Sign in to see full entry.

well, surprise, im still here, awaiting another night. hope this one is a restful night and i get a good nights sleep without any nightmares or panic attacks. i will be so thankful when this is all over. till then i wont bore you with anymore complaints. ~ peg ~ Sign in to see full entry.

have you had one of those days when everything you tried went wrong, that happened yesterday, i tried to write to you guys and i forgot to save and post it so you never got it. thats probably alright cause all it was was my expounding on my fears and troubles with this divorce, and there have been... Sign in to see full entry.

come to me my love reach out take my hand know my heart is once more yours the fear is gone knowledge has freed my once terrified mind fear can overshadow a heart once it takes control my love became trapped within a paralyzed fear one that controlled how i reacted froze my judgment made me into... Sign in to see full entry.

i tremble when i think of him what might have been to love and trust a man who had the potential to violence one who could have harmed me but never did what kind of beast did my fragile mind trust he inflicted untold terrors to many women but never me i believed his lies never knowing the beast... Sign in to see full entry.

as the sun descended the hills she rose from her crypt hunger gnawing at her being she went in search of food not heeding where she went her only care to ease the pangs the undead in search of food cares not if rich or poor she can be beguiling to attain her needs so beware her appeal is beyond... Sign in to see full entry.

i am not who i seem to be do not take me for granted when you least expect it i shall take my revenge tread lightly around me or my wrath will be felt i am the darkside the one you refuse to acknowledge i feel your fear uncertainty of my intentions towards you it is that uncertainty that i revel in... Sign in to see full entry.