Sleepless Writings for Wednesday, December 17, 2003

She looks across the room Grabs on tightly to her friend hand She can’t help but shake Her friend is dead She sees him lying in the casket Face looking three days gone Surrounded by the people he loved No matter how many funerals she goes to It is never any easier Losing someone close to her He was... Sign in to see full entry.

The music plays, the time goes by I write some lame ass poetry I read some blogs, comment on a few There’s really not much else to do Waiting for my Cockroach to get online Silly, sexy Cockroach of mine.... I want to see him so badly But I’ll settle for just talking That’s all I can ask tonight And... Sign in to see full entry.

Where are you and what are you doing? I wonder if you’re thinking about me I wonder if you’re fast asleep And won’t be online to talk to me I hope you get online soon I miss you so much I thought of calling you around noon But I didn’t know what time the movie was Apparently you were online for... Sign in to see full entry.

It’s like a game of tag, the way drew and I speak At least when he is gone for the week Off at Colin’s doing lord knows what Being on the computer all night We try to talk every night on MSN But he’s always off when I am on And I am on when he isn’t It’s enough to give me a headache... By the time... Sign in to see full entry.

It’s very sad. Almost heart-breaking How far this blog has gone down in ranking This blog is my baby; my one true love My neglectfulness has caused it to fall And now I must struggle to make it back to the top. I will write poetry until I drop! I shall stay up all night if need be To write 2 weeks... Sign in to see full entry.

I have been to that place of unbearable depression It has taken its toll leaving an permanant impression I still have the scars from where I used to take the blade To distract myself from my emotional pain I've stared at the asprin, the alcohol already in my veins Only to cry for what seems like... Sign in to see full entry.

Surrounded by death, enshrouded with disgust There will be no peace for me in this place All who I care for wither and die Right before my very eyes I've seen family and friends leave this plane Leaving my world one of agony and pain Some have seizured-- others taken the knife To end their misery of... Sign in to see full entry.