Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Strange boy, what is this voodoo you do to me Why do i dream strange dreams when i lay next to you Wake with a start when you aren't next to me See your smile in my waking thoughts you make me wish for lazy days in bed warm nights on the couch My life once friends and kid only beers late nights... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
was and now
She was my best friend One of a kind even tho i have two No nonsense speak first think later kind of girl Jealous of others free with opinions slow with follow thru He was a strange boy quick with opinions slow with emotion he had the strings she had my heart he made me smile while she had my back... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
explain to me
Explain to me the difference between today and never The way the waves crash upon the shore but slide so gracefully away tell me why the heart bleeds but not tears why the tears flow clear but turn the eyes red tell me why the same characteristics in one boy and the next always get different... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
No fairy tale here
It wasnt supposed to happen like that according to the story we were destined for a great ending like cinderella's prince finding her slipper not like snow white and the apple There was supposed to sideways smiles, not awkward stances of quite silence i was dressed in poke-a-dots and hose i was... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
I fold , I fell , you sunk and i walked
This game is over........ Im tossing my chips in......... Putting my poker face away....... I called.........you folded hand after hand So i fold...........there will be no more straights, full houses, and defintely no 3 of a kind Im twisted all over the map........ its time to fall down No more... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, June 15, 2009
maybe...
Maybe i'm wrong But would you rather watch me cry or see me settle? Maybe for once i don't care, I've waited my whole life, for someone to save me, I wanted someone to stay, tell me it was ok Prove to me i was enough Maybe that was wrong but wouldn't i have just gotten married any of the 4 times i... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, March 20, 2009
Random picture of noone
She had thougth it was simply all the ones that had done her wrong She thought her inability to move forward was their fault It was only when she looked at a pic just a random pic Noone she knew, noone of importance It dawned on her He stole her heart made it whole and left She loved him, quickly... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
pieces
There once was a day that i lived carelessly I loved with all my heart i saw thru unknowing eyes reached with untouched hands There once was a day, that running never crossed my mind then there was them blue eyes tall all but one and they took a piece of my heart each one took my innocence another... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Never after
Stare silently out the window the water calmly sways back and forth.....the breeze is more like a wind moving everything around....... the room is silent minus the music playing minus the voices in my head........ Why is that your brain never shuts down they say when you sleep that you relax. but if... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, May 8, 2008
written nov. of 03
blood shot eyes she only crys in private he tells her to drop it let it go she feels like shes trapped how did she always allow herslef to be so stupid god. who is that? she feels her faith fading she thought she had it together he said all the right words looked deep into her eyes now he only looks... Sign in to see full entry.