Wednesday, December 6, 2006
I wrote this-some time ago. As this year draws to a close-like the chapters of a book--- I turn back through the pages-and take a second look. Words turn into pictures-so I can clearly see--- how very near I've become-to meeting 'ME'! For time had clouded my lifelong views--- a pantomime-an act-a... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, December 5, 2006
My Biological Mother's Name Was Marion---
three little pieces I want to get 'off my chest'. M--is for the 'MOTHER'--you were supposed to be--- A--is for 'ABANDON'--that's what you did to me. R--is for 'REJECTION'--happened time and time again--- I--is for the 'INNOCENCE'--in which I suffered the pain. O--is for 'ONCE UPON A TIME'--no fairy... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, December 2, 2006
A little Light Banter-(with a big grain of truth.)
Away from the hustle and bustle--- of shopping and traffic and such--- I need to be! To be able to breathe--- to respond to my needs--- to be comfortable with just 'me'. So I pin up a note that all callers can see--- saying 'I have gone out for the day'' Then I switch off the phone--- and close up... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, December 1, 2006
A little light banter-for the week end.
"Famous For My Bills" Most mornings I rise-looking for fame--- the postwoman's bypassed our house again! My manuscript-posted four weeks ago--- no news is good news-they all tell me so! I search in each crevice-each cranny and crack--- but alas-once again-nowt for me in her sack! We nailed up our... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
"December"
I'm trying to get myself 'in the mood'? Sorry if it feels a bit 'early'. D---is for the Dazzling lights---for all the world to see! E---is for EXCITEMENT---presants round the tree! C---is for the CHILDREN---full of happy fun! E---is for the EXTRA FOOD---in everybody's tum! M---is for the... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
"Pen"
My pen freezes-when it's too painful to write- to speak- to move or even to breath. My fingers grasp hold in readiness- for the right moment- to seize. Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
"The Mould They Formed For Me"
This is another 'oldie' written during my therapy. The 'mould' they formed for me-stayed hard and fast and true. I-'cocooned' in a web of confusion-until I happened upon you! Travelling in circles around a coiled spring--- never experiencing any new thing. 'Till you offered me a 'branch', that grew... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
"I Made Them Take My Hand."
This is an 'oldie'-written during my therapy.(I and 'they' are fine now.) My father was a paedophile-a sick perverted man--- beneathe the camouflage-I did not see! The stark truth is-I let him leed me by the hand--- he led and I followed-naively! Back to his lair,where once before I'd been---... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
"Mother And Child Converse"
The 'Mother' in this poem is the adult 'me'.It's another one from my therapy days. Child-tell me of your feelings.What was it like for you? Were you happy,were you sad? Please tell me-tell me do. A flat balloon which once had been inflated-I've seen it through your eyes. A paper bag that someone... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
"Meet Me In Your Dreams"
'Tho seperate beds divide us--- please meet me in your dreams--- so we can wander, hand in hand--- through times where we have been. We'll dance and skip with butterflies--- splash naked through the streams. We'll make love 'neathe the Scottish skies--- then try to catch Sun Beams. We'll aim to... Sign in to see full entry.