Sleepless Writings

Missing you and hating myself for it Missing you only brings hurt Because it’s been so long since we saw each other last And now I won’t see you until at least January 5 th I feel like crying. I hate to cry I don’t want to say goodbye I don’t even want to go to Florida!! I wish I could stay but... Sign in to see full entry.

Chilly days come hither Promises of winter I hate the cold utterly Yet the trees are so lovely Can't help but be slightly sad After all, I was diagnosed with SAD Seasonal Affective Disorder I get ever-more crabby as the days get shorter Which is just perfect since with December comes my birthday The... Sign in to see full entry.

another poem from my past... Invested my hope in you again Feeling pain from deep within Fear you won’t or can not change Then could I survive the pain? I want you now To be in my arms I told you no But I was wrong This has to change Or I’ll go through hell I’m feeling deranged I thought I knew you... Sign in to see full entry.

Here we go again traveling Down that same old road Here we go again wondering Just like we did before Are we going to make it there Or will we break? Is there really something there Or is this all fake? Now we’re trying hard- working hard To get this right Desperately trying to avoid the part Where... Sign in to see full entry.

(a poem from my past) Death awaits my soul Just a paltry toll My life has left it empty Perhaps my death will fulfill me You couldn’t comfort me when I was down Now in my burdens I shall drown Taken from a life so callow My sagacity has left me shallow Left to bury my remains Nothing there but... Sign in to see full entry.

He takes her in his arms Smiles with that goofy smile Lost are her notions of pain and harm Gleaming all the while He kisses her forehead She melts in his embrace He lowers her down to the bed That familiar look upon his face Love shows to all that look closely These two glow with incandescent light... Sign in to see full entry.

Jilly is missing her Drew What else is new? Reading all of his old email messages Wishing only that she could kiss him What is it with this silly girl and her silly need for love? What is so special about this boy of whom she can't get enough? He is adorable, his laugh so unique He kisses her lips,... Sign in to see full entry.

I slowly open my eyes Wondering what woke me up Soon after I find My cat has just thrown up What a wonderful start To such a wonderful day Why did I even get up? I was happier in my dreams My head feels like a rock My nose won't cease to twitch I really have to sneeze And my shoulder has an itch... Sign in to see full entry.

She looks across the room Grabs on tightly to her friend hand She can’t help but shake Her friend is dead She sees him lying in the casket Face looking three days gone Surrounded by the people he loved No matter how many funerals she goes to It is never any easier Losing someone close to her He was... Sign in to see full entry.

The music plays, the time goes by I write some lame ass poetry I read some blogs, comment on a few There’s really not much else to do Waiting for my Cockroach to get online Silly, sexy Cockroach of mine.... I want to see him so badly But I’ll settle for just talking That’s all I can ask tonight And... Sign in to see full entry.