Sleepless Writings

I want to sleep, I want to write I struggle to stay awake with all of my might Can't overcome this blogging addiction I must write on and state my convictions Yet presently I find my eyes don't agree My body is falling asleep on me I can't erase this competetive streak I must fight to stay at my... Sign in to see full entry.

Losing my convictions Falling fast and falling hard Every moment is anticipation For when I I next see Drew It's so confusing, it's been such a short time But then, we dated for 8 months from October to May I really can not make up my mind Let myself love him? Or play it safe? We've talked through... Sign in to see full entry.

Debates and fighting Have taken over blogging No one even knows who is mad at who anymore Or even really what for MHW started it Unicorn exploded it MHW bashes blacks and gays Unicorn, the gays and the pagans What in the hell happened to the days When bloggers were respectful? Wee've always had our... Sign in to see full entry.

Once upon a time I dated a loser Consequently, my first love All too soon he became a lover On of the worst mistakes of my life I wanted him and only him I was obsessive, neurotic and depressive He ignored me at times and treated me like shit Yet he became the only reason I wanted to live Why is it... Sign in to see full entry.

FALLING IN THE RANKS It seems I must write more poetry in this particular blog I am falling down the ranks I’ve been so busy with the other 5 that necessitate poetry I didn’t take time to think That perhaps I should write less pigeonholed verses And more on my feelings at a given time This blog... Sign in to see full entry.

Cuddling close to my Cockroach My hair is all a muss He kisses my neck and pulls me close Nobody home but us— Those grey-blue eyes look into mine As the world around me melts away I lay my head on his shoulder and sigh I wish it were like this every day..... ps. cockroach is drew's nickname Sign in to see full entry.

Late at night when I’m alone I dance wild and free in my room During the day whilst the only one here I sing with a smile from ear to ear Music is art and art is forever Music and my soul belong together Like an echoed beating of the heart As all live with the echo of their mother’s every beat While... Sign in to see full entry.

Misty mornings, chilly nights The lake at dawn, sparkles in the light Rolling mountains surround the scene Postcard beauty; so serene Early moring wakes the loon Listen carefully and hear him croon Lakeside dwellers rub their eyes To see the bright blue skies Children swim and boaters fish On the... Sign in to see full entry.

Give me life, give me hope Because I'm eyeing the rope My pain has no end At loss of a friend Don't give me strength for I will use it to tie the noose Just give me the grace to accept that I'll always lose Untie the knot in my soul Just a little hope will do Undo the torment of my lies Listen to my... Sign in to see full entry.

The ground is white A chill is in the air The sun is out My birthday is here Seventeen Just one more year And I’ll get my chance To be a voter Pick up a lotto ticket And buy a pack of smokes And hopefully by then I won’t be so broke Today I am a whole year older Than I was before Can’t wait to see... Sign in to see full entry.