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Friday, October 1, 2010

Where to start?

It was the anniversary of Richard's transcendence this week. It started as sad and with fear of the week to come. Also, I have patiently waited to hear about jobs so my anxiety level the first part of the week was a record high. By the end of Monday afternoon, I had two jobs. Each can be schduled by me in coordination with Dr. office administrated staff and with the clinical coordinator of the nursing home staff. I will be reviewing charts in physician offices and the other position will be... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, September 24, 2010

A Busy Week

Monday was a crash day but I have been out and about all week. Tuesday went to the church for noon Meditation and found out the pipes in our food pantry had broke on Monday and Rev Sharon had hurt her foot so no Meditation service today. We are going to have a Healing Service every month and offer several energy modalities such as Rieki, Healing Touch, Shamans, and other energy workers so I am going to the Meditaion service to hold a space of healing energy. As I was out and about Tuesday trying... Sign in to see full entry.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

The Fall Equinox and Miracles

I have to say that today has been simply amazing from start to finish. At church this morning, I was enjoying the Light show that Rev Sharon has with her aura and her aura was so intense I decided to check out her higher levels of energy. I then saw her surrounded by the color gold on top of her aura. As I was trying to see her celestial level, she was telling a story of being told that there was a man in her life that came to her wearing a vest with many, many pockets and at his feet was a... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, September 17, 2010

It Has Been a Challenging Week

Today was finally a good day. I had a great massage and meditation session and almost no pain today and the fog has lifted. As I am trying to let go and not hold onto Mom and Richard, it has been an internal conflict at times. However, God sends messages in the most intriguing ways. While reading my horoscope, I clicked on a random page and it was an advice page. The question was: "My husband died last June will I be able to still feel his love and protection". The answer was: "You need to let... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Integration of body, mind, soul

My body, mind and soul have been integrating all the spiritual learning I have been going through these past weeks. As a result, I have been in body and mind shut down while my brain has been rewiring and my body has been accepting the changes. I have slept for the past 3 days straight and have barely been able to move. It took me until today to figure out what was going on but this has been my pattern when going through positive changes and healing. Tomorrow I am meeting a lady to trade healing... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, September 10, 2010

God is Good

The problem with my car was a dead battery. I had just had it checked at Walmart and they said it was good. Thank God it didn't cost much to fix it. The panic rolled in all day afraid of what it would cost. I have got to get a job soon. I applied for a position at the Downtown Clinic which is a clinic for those who do not have insurance. I would be working 4 days a week which would be perfect for me. I am going Monday to talk with the Clinical Coordinator. After I get a job, I am going to trade... Sign in to see full entry.

Prayer for Peace

Today was Unity Peace Day and Unity churches around the World came together to have prayers for peace. It was a very unique experience. In most churches the prayer would have been a plea for peace and understanding. In Unity we came together in a circle with candles in the middle and then Reverend Sharon lead us through a guided imagery of stating that where there is misunderstanding of each religious path to God, understanding and tolerance has opened hearts and minds to the united goal of... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Peacefulness

I am so glad I found the Unity Church. It is so wonderful to be accepted, understood and on the same thought wave. The people are so friendly and I feel so much at home. The Metaphysical class is really good and The Course in Miracles is just exceptional. We are having a special prayer service on Thursday to pray for peace and to send the Light of Love and Understanding and Harmony to the congregation in Florida to help them to forego their plans to burn the Quran. It would only serve to beget... Sign in to see full entry.

Monday, September 6, 2010

A Good Week Started

I didn't have the Mandala CD on visual play the first time I listened to it. This morning I did and WOOOOOWWWWW. I am overwhelmed at the beauty of the vibrational pictures played. It matches the visuals I see when I meditate only more intense and the colors and shapes are amazing. What a way to start the day!!!! This morning was just beautiful. Just I stepped outside, wild geese flew over just above roof level. I watched them until they descended which would have been at the shoals as the crow... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

A Perfect Day

My horoscope for today said I needed to get back to nature and be around water and it was vital for my wellbeing. So I decided to go with the flow and follow the instrucions. It has been an absolutely perfect day. I do not remember having such a good day for years. I took Rosie up to Sycamore Shoals State Park to walk the trail around the river and the shoals. First of all, Rosie didn't throw up in the car. Then she walked on her leash pretty much perfectly and was such a lady when we met other... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, September 3, 2010

Moving Forward---Ouch

Last night I decided it was time to move on and let go so I tried to take my rings off. WELL..... my rings have not been off in 16 years. I got my engagement ring off and decided I would wear it on my right hand. I got it on and could not get it off. It started cutting into my finger even with oil, soap, creams; nothing helped. I then tried to get my wedding band off. It cut into my finger also. They were not coming off. So I went to sleep and decided to give it a try in the morning. When I woke... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

A Persnikity Computer and Heavy Hair

I had to send in several forms last evening to the recruiting agency and fill out a skills list. I was so proud of me and my organization and quick gathering of all my information and being able to use Microsoft with ease. Then having achieved all my goals in a timely manner and had attached all the forms to the email, I pressed the send botton. Nothing and nothing and nothing happened. I lost the email I had written and had to rewrite it and save it to Word. Finally at 3am the email with all... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Decisions, Decisions

What to do, what to do? Even though I could probably get the PRN position at the local hospital, it is stressful thinking of going back into the hospital setting. The physical demand of floor nursing is constant. The stress of working with arrogant self important physicians who make it their business of the day to make a nurse's life miserable is more than overwhelming. Although my years of experience and my age have taught me to quickly nip this behavior in the bud and make sure the physician... Sign in to see full entry.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Emotional Attachment to Clothes

I took all of Richard's pants, dress, and khakis, his favorite suit that he grew out of, and sport coats and sweaters and sweat shirts to the yard sale today. Even though I have wanted closure on all this for these many months, it was so hard to see people rummaging through his clohes. At first I had decided I would bring what didn't sell back home for my and Blake's yard sale but as the afernoon dragged on, I couldn't bring them back home. It is time to let them go. I've been trying to get them... Sign in to see full entry.

Finally the Answer to the Job

NO. You didn't get the paper work back in time. What???? I was told I was hired and to fill out the new hire packet and return it within 24 hours and I did. It has turned out just as well because I have a sore throat, ear ache and sinus infection again so back to the DR. again for anitbiotics. I finally relented and agreed to take a round of steriods to help get rid of all the inflammation. I just hope the steroids don't make me crazy and gain weight. I was suppose to help with the Church's... Sign in to see full entry.

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skye01 Having Fibromyalgia and Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Caring for my husband who had Parkinsons and Alzhiemer's and the changes we face each day. Meditations for stress relief and care for the soul. My journey through the grief and reaching acceptance. My life as I have grown in Love and Joy and Happiness with my family and friends.

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