Monday, August 23, 2010
I have called all day to talk with the inservice coordinator at ECS but have not gotten in touch with her after leaving several messages and email. I shall go tomorrow and talk with the Hospice agency I want to work for and the Home Health Agency that I know is hiring. I will go providing my Fibro cooperates. I have been discombobulated for the past 3 days and I have had a terrible brain fog. I have applied at several sites for a work at home position. However, one must have at least 1 year of... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Knock Knock
When God closes the door, he always opens a window. Where is the window? Opportunity knocks. What door does it knock on? I hear you talking but you can't come in. Why? I can't find the door. You can stand at the door and knock but if you don't ring the door bell nobody is going to hear you. Knock, knock who's there? Somebody wanting in. skye2008 A repost Sign in to see full entry.
Still Waiting for Confirmation
Thursday was a frog strangler here. I haven't driven in such horried rain in years. I had a massage in Gray and when we finished it was raining so hard, I could barely see to drive. I had to get to the lab in JC for the drug screen for the job so I had to drive. The lab tech told me a doctor would call be Thursday evening to talk about my prescription meds that I take but no call came. Friday came and went and no call and no emails. So I wait until Monday to see what is going on. I told them I... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, August 19, 2010
I Got The Job
I got the job. I have to take the drug screen tomorrw morning and then start online orientation. I'm excited. I will definitely be learning more computer skills. Time to lay out my professional clothes to see if they still fit. I have to go shoe shopping Kabu. Want to go with me.lol I gave away all my dress shoes a couple of years ago. I didn't think I would need them ever again. Rosie ate the only pair I had left. Well she ate the decoration off the top of one shoe. I have to go get some really... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Financing My New Venture And Networking
I posted an add on craigslist for a part time position and was contacted this afternoon to me a chart reviewer for a short term assignment. I filled out the application and have sent it back and will await news tomorrow. It is less than a RN would make now but it will get my foot back in the door for work experience and chart reviewing will get me experience for case management. Case management will get me a job at home and a job at home will give me time to do healing touch sessions in my home... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, August 14, 2010
The Answer Comes
I have searched every nursing job site on the internet and have placed my resume on several employment sites. I finally reached the enlighenment of the panic attacks and going to work. It has to do with applying for a position at my past employer which is a conglomerate that owns every hospital and outpatient facilities in this entire region. Although I left because of my Fibro, the treatment I received before I left was stressful to say the least along with the way I was treated after I retired... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, August 13, 2010
The Answer to the Universe IS...
I was just about to get that answer and receive all the information I need to live forever happy and prosperous when the Dish TV reset itself and went to snow along with the loud white sound that accompanies the off line TV. I was immediately awake with a startle and never heard the answer. Don't you just hate when that happens? LOL Now I'm up and awake hoping to get back to sleep but feel a need to write. Perhaps the answer will be channeled to me in my writings. Brooke and Scott came over at... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Gloom, Despair,
Excessive misery. If it weren't for bad luck, I'd have no luck at all..... A song from HeeHaw a TV show in the 70's. We would always laugh at this scene in the show, along with all the other skits. Is it the time of year or has a cloud settled upon us to fog our view? I need to laugh and be able to share the laughter. I am only getting rejections from my resume postings. I finally got my nursing license and now faced with the reality of going out to interview, I am finding that fear and anxiety... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Don't Rain on My Parade
It has been an off week. I have been in a Fibro Flare due to yeast die off from the diflucan and I have one more week to go. Still waiting on my nursing license so I have applied for anymore jobs. Also, Jim my ex rained on my Florida dream by acting as is if I were packing up and moving tomorrow with no plan or job or place to live. He was trying to be practical but........ I finally got him to see that if I don't put big dreams out to the Universe, I won't get big dreams back. Of course it... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
God is Not in the Bible
This was the title of the today's sharing topic. Our minister had a friend who was writing a book about faith. When she checked the internet for God and the Bible, the answere she got was God is not in the Bible. It is inspired by God but he is not in the Bible. God dwells within us in our Core Star and it from here that we radiate God's love and forgiveness. All the material I read and hear supports all my writings and pems about God radiating from us and it is our choice to be filled with... Sign in to see full entry.
God is Not in the Bible
This was the title of the today's sharing topic. Our minister had a friend who was writing a book about faith. When she checked the internet for God and the Bible, the answere she got was God is not in the Bible. It is inspired by God but he is not in the Bible. God dwells within us in our Core Star and it from here that we radiate God's love and forgiveness. All the material I read and hear supports all my writings and pems about God radiating from us and it is our choice to be filled with... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, July 30, 2010
Let Go and Let God
I started taking A Course in Miracles on Wednesday evening at the Unity Church. The course is about Being One with God and giving unconditional love and forgiveness and letting the Holy Spirit take care of life's challenges and not letting our Ego get in the way. With this in mind, I ask that I be guided to whatever is the best for me in finding a job and my path for the future. Lo and Behold, I talked with Joe tonight and he had recently visited The Villages in Florida to see family. He told me... Sign in to see full entry.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Peacefulness
It is so nice to be a peace within myself. The more I read the literature about the Unity Church the more at peace I feel. Tomorrow I am definitely going to go to noon meditation and A Course in Miracles tomorrow night. I am becoming more mindful of being positive in my words and deeds. It is a daily, hourly, minute by minute and second by second mind set. Even my pain is decreasing in intensity and I'm not hurting as bad as I usually do when I push my limits. I weeded today and pushed too hard... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, July 26, 2010
A New Church for Me
As most of you all know, my spiritual beliefs have not always dovetailed with the church that Richard and I went to. I have tried as best I can to fit in but just cannot. A friend of mine suggested the Unity Church so I looked it up on the web and was impressed with what I read. I had gone to the Unitarian Church years ago but the Unitarian Church here is 20 miles away. The Unity Church is 3 miles down the road. I went Sunday and was so happy with the service. They have a meditation session to... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, July 24, 2010
God Always Brings the Right Answer
A long afternoon in the sun and water and a couple of cold beers and family makes all the difference. Brooke and Scott had his birthday party at his aunt's. It is where they had their wedding party. She has the nicest deck and pool. Scott's aunts and uncle were there and Blake and Yvette came over too. We had the best time. There was food galore and cold drinks and a cool pool and floats. Even though it was 103 degrees today, the pool kept us cool. The kids played games and had squirt guns that... Sign in to see full entry.