Saturday, November 8, 2003
so its the morning after the crappy day. I emailed him last night and told him that I was a bit grumpy about it all. He emailed me back and apologized and said that maybe we could meet today in between things he had going on and that he'd call me if he did. Otherwise we'll meet tommorow. I guess... Sign in to see full entry.
Friday, November 7, 2003
well bloody hell
What a crappy day this one has been. It started out with me being late for work - what a joy that is when I hate being late and I was late yesterday. I managed to survive most of the day - only getting a few comments from the manager about whatever I did wrong today. I had a hot date tonight. I was... Sign in to see full entry.
Thursday, November 6, 2003
Old Friends and New Friends
I went into the city yesterday to see a band called "London Calling" play. I went because my friend Jamie is the singer/founder of this band and I haven't seen him in probably 4 years or so. I missed him. He lives in Indiana and although he has done a lot of touring he has just never made it to New... Sign in to see full entry.
Wednesday, November 5, 2003
let me get all new agey here for a second
So I have had some amazing thoughts and feeling over the past few days. Ones that seem so exciting and yet so terrifying all at the same time. Let me give you a little history first. I have always felt that things happen for a reason. I also tend to listen to small signs or gut feelings. I analyze... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, November 3, 2003
what the heck just happened??!!!
I think hell just froze over..someone needs to check. I also think everyone should buy lottery tickets cause today is one of those days that just doesn't seem real. It's like anything can happen. Last night I was looking at singles ads online. I was talking to my friend and joking when I see an ad... Sign in to see full entry.
Sunday, November 2, 2003
How good it feels
To have attention from guys. I had forgotten what it was like but now it's starting to happen again and it's quite nice. I'm not quite ready to jump into the whole pool yet but I'm wading my feet in it. The water feels good so maybe I'll dip a little more into it. Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, November 1, 2003
Halloween Hi Jinxs
Just got home from a crazy night that will go down as one of my more memorable ones. I worked this morning and decided to dress up with my coworkers. I went as Pippi Longstocking..the costume was actually pretty cute but the huge hit was my pigtail braids sticking straight out. It took some... Sign in to see full entry.
Monday, October 27, 2003
I want someone who loves me for who I am. I think it's a fairly simple request. I was repeating this phrase to myself today realzing how true it really is. There is a reason that I want someone who loves me for who I am. It's because I like who I am. I'm sick of changing who I am for everyone else.... Sign in to see full entry.
How pathetic is this?
So I haven't been single in about 2 years so I really havent' even had to worry about guys or being interested in them or anything else. I mean I might have seen someone and said..oh they are cute! but I never had to worry about it because I had a man at home so there was no need to talk to the... Sign in to see full entry.
Saturday, October 25, 2003
I think .....
everyone is falling apart these days. It's weird to me how things happen all at once. My two best friends are breaking down...and yet I'm actually doing okay. I guess I'm okay right now so that I can help them out..cause honestly I probably shouldn't be okay at the moment which is a whole other... Sign in to see full entry.