Random thoughts and actions

Still frustrated..and it's starting to bother me. I dont' know what to do about it all..I really don't. I just want to go to bed and ignore it and make it go away but that isn't happening.... I'm going to have to deal with it soon and I don't know how to and I don't want all the frustration of... Sign in to see full entry.

I got home about an hour ago. I put the groceries away..started dinner and started munching a little. I normally call my boyfriend to tell him that I'm home. I don't want to though. At least a part of me doesn't. I'm still mad at him. I'm still trying to figure out what to say to him to make him... Sign in to see full entry.

Well..in another hour I will be heading to my brand new job. I didn't sleep that well last night - thanks to that stress of the previous vacation and the stress of the new job. I tossed and turned but still seem fairly awake this morning. Hopefully the makeup will cover the rest of it all and make... Sign in to see full entry.

I came home today from Las Vegas with a whole lot on my mind. Things that I really need to think about and figure out. The trip to Las Vegas started out because my friend and I wanted to celebrate our birthdays together. We thought it would be cool since we met up in Vegas earlier this year. Once we... Sign in to see full entry.

I think I'm one of the few people in the world who loves to vacation but gets stressed out by it at the same time. In 3 days I will be going away to Las Vegas. I'm excited about it....I cannot wait to get out there and just enjoy myself and hopefully win some money. In the meantime..I am stressed... Sign in to see full entry.

I had so much luck the other day that my boyfriend started to yell at me. We were heading into the city for my birthday to see Blue Man Group. He had surprised me with tickets. On the way he was flipping radio stations and I hear the DJ say they are looking for the 92nd caller...you just have to be... Sign in to see full entry.

to me..Happy birthday to me..Happy birthday dear me...Happy Birthday to me. WWWWWOOOOOOHHHHOOOOO Okie Sign in to see full entry.

Cause I'm turning a year older tommorow! I will be turning the big 31. Oooohhhh...of course..that means that todays clothing choices were a t-shirt that says SPANKY on it. Pigtails and some capri jeans. Some sandals..and I'm completely set. Tommorow might be a little less casual..but I think I'll... Sign in to see full entry.

Weekend off....new job......birthday tommorow.... I'm actually feeling good today. It sucks that I have to go in and ruin some days at work..with my two weeks notice. Best that I get it over with...I expect some dissapointment and panic...but.honestly..they were warned. After I do that..i don't... Sign in to see full entry.

It seems a lot of my posts have been about not enjoying my job...part of that is not enjoying retail situations..and part of that has been the negative environment created and perpetuated by coworkers. I have been interviewing for jobs over the last few weeks..excited at the idea..but..not quite... Sign in to see full entry.