Random thoughts and actions

Okay day 2 has been a little more productive for me. I still got up with a ton of ideas of what I was going to get done - laundry was one of them and it's still packing in bags near the door. DOH. I did get a phone call around noon though. It was for an interview. We set the interview for 3pm so I... Sign in to see full entry.

So what did I accomplish on my first full day off. Well not a darn thing. I'm a little frustrated by that becuase I did fully intend to do something but instead I let everything fall away. I didn't stick to my diet. I sat in front of the computer for the most part of the day. I kept returning to bed... Sign in to see full entry.

I was miserable and quiet all day at work. I talked back to my manager - but I did it a little tongue in cheek so he didn't freak out about it. He kept asking me why I was so quiet and I just kept saying I needed a day off. I worked 6 days this week and when you hate your job and it zaps your energy... Sign in to see full entry.

I have been trying to figure out exactly what I want to do with my life. The problem is this. Anything I really want to do..I somehow feel I cant actually do. I'm too scared to get out of my comfort zone on some things so I remain stuck. I do know that where I am is not a good place. I have spent a... Sign in to see full entry.

Must find new job..must not kill employees...must find new job..must not hack employees into little pieces..must find new job...must not disperse body pieces around neighbourhood..must find new job... Must find new job!!!! Just reminding myself.... Sign in to see full entry.

I started out yesterday exhausted. Mostly because - while I tried to go to sleep by 10 it turned into 11 and then my boyfriend called at 12 and needed a place to sleep. By the time he got here and settled in it was past 1 and he was sound asleep while I was still wide awake. It took me till close to... Sign in to see full entry.

Okay so I haven't blogged in 4 days. I am supposed to be blogging. I have even come to bn to try to blog but nothing seems to come out. I'm not happy with life at the moment. I have so many dreams and ideas and so many things that I want to do..and yet I can't do any of them. It's very frustrating.... Sign in to see full entry.

I went on a road trip the last few days to chase rock stars. Another story that will end up in my Rock Star Stalking blog at some point. It has been interesting because I was so emotional on this trip compared to other times. I went specifically to see one musician. Doug Aldrich. I met him once 12... Sign in to see full entry.

Well, I was going to write this anyway but then he made a comment about it yesterday. Today is my 2nd anniversary with Jason. 2 whole years and we haven't killed each other..which is quite amazing when you think about it. We have had a rollercoaster ride for these past 2 years. In August of last... Sign in to see full entry.

Okay for those of you who read my blog I have never mentioned anything even remotely political. I have just read MHW's blog and the comments and I have decided to write. I usually stay away from this sort of thing but....not this time I guess. First - if you dont' already know..I'm not American..I... Sign in to see full entry.