Adventures in Psychosis

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Saturday, January 15, 2005

My New World

These are indeed troubled times. I am not set very well financially, and am feeling not too great mentally. For some reason though I feel calm, like everything will be ok, or maybe that everything doesn’t matter. Apathy would not be a new sensation for me, but this doesn’t feel quite the same. I... Sign in to see full entry.

Friday, January 14, 2005

Warm and Cozy

It’s Friday, oh thank God it’s Friday. I’m so tired, so unbelievably tired. I can barely keep my eyes open and writing this is extremely difficult considering everything is pretty blurry right now. I want so bad to be back home and in my bed, under the covers and warm as can be. Part of me wishes I... Sign in to see full entry.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

A Late Night Infomercial for Dryer Lint.

Perhaps one of the most impressive creations in the history of all mankind is Dryer Lint. Dryer Lint is so amazing that it will be capitalized throughout the entirety of this infomercial. Dryer Lint can be used for literally thousands of around the house projects, such as stuffing pillows,... Sign in to see full entry.

Obsessive Thoughts

Is it possible that my obsessive thoughts are becoming dangerous? I was reading a book a couple of weeks ago that described an X-Ray of a broken arm, and I could picture it in my mind and could feel the break in the bone in my own arm. I then started to obsess about it, wondering what it would take... Sign in to see full entry.

Getting Lost

I’m in an interesting place right now. Mentally, that is. I’m feeling worried, scared, nervous, happy an apathetic all at the same time, if that’s even possible. A lot of things happened today, including severe hallucinations, painful delusions and my rent check bouncing. Wonderful. I have to... Sign in to see full entry.

Friends

It seems as though one of the cycles in my life has repeated itself yet again, a little ahead of schedule this time. For the past 8 years I have cycled through groups of friends about every 2 years. By that I mean I would start hanging out with a certain group of people, and about 2 years later... Sign in to see full entry.

My Grandmother

My grandmother is dying. She has had numerous strokes and it looks things are not going to be getting better for her. She is currently hooked up to every machine imaginable at the hospital, life being pumped into her body every second of the day. I have to ask myself, to what end are we prolonging... Sign in to see full entry.

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

A Different Type of Hallucination

Olfactory. Until just recently I didn’t even know what that word meant; now it’s a major part of my life. My senses have begun to play new tricks on me, making me think I’m smelling something when I’m really not. It actually isn’t just beginning, I think it has been happening for some time now but... Sign in to see full entry.

Humility

To be humble. That has always been one of my primary goals in life. It all stems from what my mother said to me when I scored high on some stupid test in elementary school and thought I was something hot. She said, “Michael, no matter what you score on any test, never assume that you’re the smartest... Sign in to see full entry.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Listening to People

One thing that I’ve always found enjoyable is hearing about peoples’ days when they don’t know that I’m listening. I like to hear about the trials and troubles people have had, their good times and great fortune. While, don’t get me wrong, I like to hear about these things first hand, I always get a... Sign in to see full entry.

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